Thursday, December 18, 2008

annie hall.

i'm not sure really how i feel about woody allen. as far as i know i think i've only seen like one and a half of his movies, the one being annie hall and the half being scoop during which i fell asleep. he seems like a very smart comedian, if a little too something else. what that something else is i haven't nailed yet.

i'd say annie hall is a good movie. i'd even go so far as to say a really good movie. allen makes really insightful and funny observations on relationships and how men think. the whole movie is metafiction; weaved through the whole thing are plot devices where allen breaks the "fourth wall" and talks to the camera, where he blends well with his own fictional world but keeps referencing the real world outside of the camera. it's really the pre-cursor movie to high fidelity, without all the music savvy and hilarious supporting characters.

i watched it for the first time when i was younger; i say younger but really it was only like two years ago max. i didn't really get it then. i watched it again about a month ago and i understood it a lot better. and i realized that it's a really good movie, yet mildly inaccessible, in a weird way. in a basic way, it's just allen's thoughts on life and love and women and sex and relationships, and nearly everybody can relate to that, but if you listen to half the movie's dialogue, it's all references. and obscure references too, references to literature or weird psychoanalysts and 70s culture. tons of references that i had no hope of understanding. and you know what it reminded me of? freakin' juno. that awful movie about the pregnant teen. i bet when annie hall was released in '77, it was really popular with loads of college douchebags who were really into the latest kurt vonnegut book and who voted for carter. it was the juno of the late 70s. except much smarter and better overall.

it is pretty slow though. there's a good laugh about every 10 minutes or so, and there are some really long takes. at one point annie has a long monologue which is like 5 minutes with no camera cuts, just one long take. so it feels a lot slower than current movies. another reason those freakin' hipsters love it so much. it's feels "artsy".

even though it was probably popular with the indie hipsters of the 70s and nowadays it's so hipster to say it's one of your favorite movies, i still liked it, because it is a really good movie. here's woody's summation of his relationship with annie.
after that, it got pretty late and we both had to go, but it was great seeing annie again, and i realized what a terrific person she was and how much fun it was just knowing her and i thought of that old joke, you know, this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says "doc, my brother's crazy; he thinks he's a chicken." and the doctor says "well why don't you turn him in?" and the guy says, "i would, but i need the eggs." well, i guess that's pretty much now how i feel about relationships. you know, they're totally irrational and crazy and absurd, but i guess we keep going through it because most of us need the eggs.
perfect. i should watch more woody allen movies.

-jon

Sunday, December 14, 2008

finals week.

i'm in a random room of prairie lakes bible church, sitting at a table with my friends joel and ryan and pretending to study. prairie lakes opens up its facilities for finals week, staying open until midnight each night, providing lots of study room and tons of free food for the students. it is awesome.

this is why finals week is always great. everybody seems more stressed, but there are cool things like a big church offering help to the college kids. and my take on finals is pretty unstressful; my work all semester is where i'm stressed rather than finals. when finals roll around it's like i've done what i've done, usually my finals are not make or break my grade type important. pulling all nighters is so pointless to me because it's like cramming isn't going to help my final grade at all. so while i still study and get the last few bits of information into my head, i don't let finals get me down.

plus, i'm three days away from being absolutely done with this semester and three weeks long of working at family video (closing christmas eve, opening christmas morning, among others), playing guitar, reading the hobbit/lord of the rings, and beating grand theft auto iv and lego indiana jones with joel. and hoo boy am i excited. it's a bummer that i don't get this excited about what i'm doing with my education because it would be phenomenally easier to wake up and go to class if i was excited about it. instead, i get excited at the end of my school day when i can go home and read things about music artists or discover remix albums or watch movie trailers or blog or anything of that nature. i feel like an hour playing video games with joel is more productive than an hour long class because i am deepening a friendship (no matter how pointless one might think video games are, they can serve as a catalyst for real fellowship) instead of learning about lipids. who gives a crap about lipids? honestly.

why can't there be some major in school which involves blogging. listening to tons of music and telling people about it. playing guitar with other musicians. it sucks. instead i'm learning about the molecular cofactors involved in the electron transport chain and which parts of the brain affect motor function. interesting stuff yes, but to me? not particularly. can't help thinking i've chosen the wrong things to focus on in school.

whatever. i've got another semester-ish to finish and then i can get a job and learn how the real world works. go to work during the day and then come home and have my evenings to myself and my wife. sounds great. in the meantime though, lego indiana jones is pretty fun.

-jon

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

808s and heartbreak.

so it's been a little more than a week since kanye west released his latest, 808s and heartbreak. granted, i didn't have loads of time over break to digest it, but i feel at least introduced to the album now. here are my initial thoughts.

actually i want to start by saying that i am excluding pinocchio story from any review i do of this album. that song is so terrible and i'm so confused as to why kanye tacked it on the end. kanye might've said "scrotum" in graduation's closer, big brother, but that tune is far and away better than pinocchio story. so i'm not even counting that as part of the album. moving on.

right off, i knew it was gonna be different. i did my very best not to go into it thinking it was "kanye's fourth album". and it's not at all. the whole thing feels like a side project rather than an album in the "kanye west" discography. obviously as time goes on, as his listeners absorb this album and he releases more, we will find where it fits with the rest of his albums. but right now, a week after it came out, it doesn't feel like it fits anywhere with his previous three records. he sings and makes use of the auto-tune through the whole thing. no real rapping here, at least by kanye. this isn't really a bad thing though, at least it doesn't take away from the album. kanye isn't a good singer (if you've ever heard him live...egh.) but the auto-tune corrects his off pitches and gives him a robotic element that is pretty cool. very importantly though, he doesn't overdue the robot voice like t-pain, so i haven't gotten sick of that.

the thing right away that was hard for me to get around and i'm still trying to get used to is the music. talk about veering away from what worked for him. kanye was one of the kings of sampling and organic, original hip-hop beats. this is so far away from that. he used a drum programming machine, the roland tr-808, for most of the beats, and instead of actually sounding like a real drum kit, a lot of the foundational beats of this album sound really computery. still, not necessarily a bad thing, but what he layers on top is what i didn't warm up to right away. there's more piano here than his previous work, which isn't bad, but a lot of it is just really repetitive. and that's where i think i go off track with this record. there is so little variation here. almost all the songs are just one chord progression with little difference between the chorus and verses. there isn't enough that draws me in. lots of reviews i've read are saying things like this is a bold move from his previous work and it's a really new original thing for him to do. i'd say it's a bold move, but i wouldn't say it's original. so many of the songs sound like what everybody else is doing right now. with a few exceptions, this could've been an album from t-pain or akon. it's new in terms of kanye's catalogue, but in terms of popular music right now? not at all. heartless is such a bore to listen to for me because not only it is super repetitive, it sounds like a thousand other people's songs. same with robocop (especially robocop) and see you in my nightmare. amazing sounds like it was made 100% by timbaland. street lights sounds like a postal service tune with a black guy singing. it just didn't sound new to me, didn't seem fresh.

i could go through song by song and pick out things i don't like, but i don't really want to do that. i think my biggest critique is that this doesn't seem that new to me. i feel like i've heard songs like this before from other artists of whom i'm not a huge fan. i was hoping for something totally off the wall in terms of not only kanye's music but music in general, not something inspired in any way by lil wayne. there seems to be a lot of potential on this album, it's just not pushed as far as it could go. like love lockdown, it's an awesome song, whenever the african drums are getting pounded. but when they stop it's like are we even listening to a song anymore? this whole album is sparse and i think i was hoping for a little more.

i'm in kind of a rough place cause i don't want to bad talk this album a lot, i don't even want to go as far as to say i'm disappointed in it. cause i kind of knew this is how it was gonna be and this is how i was gonna respond to it. but after my first listen through, there wasn't a single song that i really wanted to go tell colleen about or made me jump around my room. there weren't any flashing lights or good life type tracks. this just isn't exactly my style of music. if this album had been released by anybody i probably wouldn't fall in love with it. kanye hasn't alienated me with this, he just released an album i'm not particularly crazy about.

least favorite track: see you in my nightmare feat. lil wayne
awful. all the way around. sorry, where the heck is the beat? there is nothing solid at all. and that synth. did kanye choose the "mosquito" setting on his keyboard? horrible sound. and lil wayne...man i am still confused where this guy came from and how he is so popular. i guess i never listen to the radio so i never, ever hear his songs, but i feel like he just popped up like 9 months ago and was suddenly the most popular rapper around. whatever, that's something for another blog. what is important is that his verse on this song is not good. this whole break-up theme, "see you in my nightmare" idea isn't good at all. i love break-up songs as much as the next guy, but if you're really gonna complain about your break-up, do it in a way that is engaging. this is not engaging. this is engaging (#4 for the best angry break-up song ever). it's just not an original concept.

favorite track: paranoid. this is my jam. my favorite for sure. super fun beat, great sing along chorus, the chords keep me guessing, it's just an all around awesome tune. thanks for this one 'ye.

-jon

p.s. give me another week and i will like this whole album more than i do now. i started writing this yesterday and listening to the record while finishing this up, i'm liking all the songs even more now than before. so this review only really applies to the first week of listening to the album for me.

Monday, November 24, 2008

BEST WEEK EVER.

this week will be the best in a long time. for many reasons, but very much because of music. here's what i'm talking about.

- 808s and heartbreak. remember when i wrote about my favorite artists releasing music? tomorrow is one of those days. kanye west is dropping his fourth studio album, and i'm all sorts of excited/nervous about it. excited cause it's kanye, nervous because he doesn't rap. we'll see. either way it's something to get amped for.

- tonight i stopped by the cedar falls public library to grab the hobbit (hopefully will have that finished by the end of the week) and i happened to glance at their cd collection, which last time i was there consisted of lots of classical, babyface's mtv unplugged, and timbaland presents: shock value. this time was much better. i found john mayer's where the light is and joss stone's introducing joss stone, two albums interlibrary loan said they couldn't find. super exciting. exciting because the joss stone album is executive produced by raphael saadiq, who is awesome, and joss has a great voice so they will be a great mix, and also exciting because i finally have a legitimate version of john mayer's cover of free fallin' (so incredible.) and also his first released version of in your atmosphere, one of my original favorite songs of his. and even though i've got tons and tons of live jm shows, whenever he releases anything legitimately recorded, i get excited. i'm listening to free fallin' right now and it sounds so so good. the guy sure knows how to record an album. so these two are super great.

- ok as i was writing this next paragraph, i realized that coldplay's new ep, prospekt's march, is actually being released tomorrow (monday) like kanye's album. which means it is 2:43 am and i could go to wal-mart right now and buy the ep if i wanted. holy cow. it's so late but man do i want to hear the ep. i just checked websites of wal-mart, target, and best buy, and target for sure has it the cheapest so i think i'm gonna wait until tomorrow to pick it up. anyway. the ep consists of 8 tracks, 6 new recordings, 2 redos, and i am really excited. over the last five months viva la vida has become possibly my favorite coldplay album, and hearing material that almost made it on the record is really exciting. it's gonna be great.

- saturday night. my fiance and i are seeing al green live. LIVE. a legend. some adults talk about how they saw frank sinatra, after saturday i get to say, for the rest of my life, that i saw al green perform. i am ecstatic. he is playing at an old theatre in downtown kansas city, a real place with a bar in the back and nice seats. we will probably sit and watch. maybe get a drink. it will be a magical night.

what a week. i can't wait to write more about all this music. in the meantime, here's this gem.



nobody sings melody variations like john mayer.

-jon

Thursday, November 20, 2008

we're marley and marley....whoooooaaaaa!

it's november 20th. at work, i've taken to putting on christmas movies when i have a chance, and i have been hearing some serious grumbling from customers about it.

"isn't it a little early to be putting on christmas movies?"

"we haven't even had thanksgiving!"

etcetera. and it's annoying to me. you hear this every christmastime, people get so annoyed that businesses start putting out christmas merch really early and people are putting lights up too early and so on. honestly though, it's always bugged me, and a few weeks ago i finally realized why.

when i was a kid, december would roll around and man would it go slow. like seriously the slowest month ever. it just took so so long to get to christmas. and as a kid i didn't know how to appreciate the season at all. and nowadays, as i get older, time goes so much faster. my weeks have been flying by so quickly. and all i want to do is hold on to feeling you get during december. it is such a great feeling and comes only once a year, why wouldn't we try to grasp onto it as long as we could?

i understand some people don't like the commercialization of the holiday and all that, and i concede that wal-mart did have a gigantic christmas tree up literally on november 1st, but that's not gonna stop me from putting on the 'a charlie brown christmas' album while i study or watching christmas movies at work.

by the way, Top Five Christmas Movies To Play At Work:
5. Elf
4. Jingle All The Way
3. I'll Be Home For Christmas
2. The Santa Clause
1. Muppet Christmas Carol

home alone, home alone 2, and a charlie brown christmas are all excluded from this list even though they are all very near and dear to my heart. the home alones aren't on there because everybody everywhere thinks they are great and for me, watching them more than once a year is too much, and a charlie brown christmas is too sweet to put it on and not give it your full attention.

in two days when i open at work, i'll probably play each of the movies on my list at least once. and thanksgiving is still a week away. bring on the cheer.

-jon

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

love's in need of love today.

finally we can be done with pre-election talk. the problem is that now post-election talk starts. and my goodness is it vicious. i have a feeling in about a day i'm going to wish it was still pre-election time.

the problem i see is this. although everyone is talking about the atmosphere of unity that is coming over our nation, it's hard for me to see it. that's not to say i don't see it at all. america just elected the first african-american president in our nation's history. that is a solid step away from the awful racial division in this country. where it's hard for me to see unity is the callous attacks from both conservative and liberal camps towards the other side. we have our new president-elect, he's black, he's liberal, he promotes change, hope, and unity, and conservatives are hurling rage and hate towards his supporters. on the other hand, the bipartisanship that obama has attested to is nowhere to be found where i've seen. today there was such a smug feeling on campus of "in your face" from obama supporters to mccain supporters. instead of following obama's message of change and hope and unity, the presidential race has been degraded into a "nanee nanee boo boo" contest. it's so petty. both sides are reduced to children because their guy won or their guy lost. this was not what obama, nor mccain, was encouraging during this campaign. do we honestly think that mccain supporters were more interested in ensuring the republican party's future rather than supporting this country, or that obama is getting prepared to make america a communist nation? at the core, i think both parties want the same thing. democracy, freedom, hope to hold on to. it's a shame to get so blinded.

both parties are guilty of it. and it's awful. it makes me doubt the real passion of the citizens in this country to make things better rather than just to have their guy win. i sincerely think that of the 56 million people who voted for mccain, the overall goal was the same as the goal obama supporters ascribed to, to better our nation. but to see supporters of both sides lash out in this horrible way is such a disappointment and completely against what this race was about. this race was about how to move our country forward toward real democracy and freedom, to uphold the ideals that the people who founded this country believed in. neither party should be faulted for having an opinion, and i believe that, even if i don't agree with someone else's opinion. it's sad to me that people automatically disregard things someone says because they supported mccain, or obama, and i'm guilty of that just the same. this country was founded on freedom. i just wish both sides would focus on that more than the differences that divide us. and in the meantime, just because the election is over does not at all mean the time for action is over. our nation is struggling, and this is when it needs its citizens the most. go volunteer at a food bank. pick up some trash. get involved in the political system in your city. ride your bike more. work harder at school. read more. this election does not signal the end of our involvement in our country's betterment.

i think this sums it up perfectly:



-jon

Sunday, November 2, 2008

quiet.

i just put together an incredible playlist on itunes. actually i didn't do any work, i just threw all of amos lee's albums into a playlist and threw it on party shuff. so great.

but i'm concerned, as i will want to listen to it tomorrow during my day on campus, and campus is so freakin' noisy. noise kills me. and it's everywhere. you can't walk anywhere, drive anywhere, eat anywhere, without being bombarded with just a constant stream of clamor. it's ridiculous. more often than not i'm listening to music, but there are times when even i like just straight silence, but that's so hard to come by nowadays.

for example, i was listening to my al green playlist the other day at lunch, and i walked in to the dining center and to even remotely hear the music in my headphones, i had to turn it up way loud. since that's clearly not good for anybody's ear drums, i had to pause it until i was finally able to get to my table. it's just noise everywhere. the union is noisy, people are noisy, food is noisy to make. it's so obnoxious. and there is a beautiful facet of music that has to be turned up to hear in a semi-noisy situation. amos lee fits that category. so soulful. so quiet. so much depth behind his voice and it gets ruined if it's listened to among hubbub.

i'm longing all the time for less noise. and more melody. and always more harmony. and amos lee's voice is the perfect melody in such a noisy world. listening to him quiets me down so much. click play and close your eyes for three minutes and eight seconds. it's even better if you use headphones.



here's to the quiet.
-jon

Saturday, November 1, 2008

let's be done with this month already.

so today was halloween. i was a die. would've worked better had i had another die to make a pair, but it was alright. i wouldn't have dressed up at all but i was scheduled to work and i was told i had to. so i put this together in the last two days. pretty resourceful for zero dollars. unfortunately it was lost on some people; one guy said, "hey, a jack-in-the-box! nice!" and another old man said "what are you supposed to be, a computer?" yes, sir. a computer. come on people.

i hate halloween. it's such a messed up holiday. i don't even like calling it a holiday. there is no joy in halloween. it's a day based totally on fear and evil. and sugar. even from a kid standpoint, there is so little value to be found in such a terrible day.

kids dress up, go to people's houses and say "trick or treat." trick or treat! they are threatening all these people for their candy! it's just teaching kids greed, and that dressing up and being someone you aren't is ok. as far as older humans go, it's a day where it's ok to let that one little "weird" part of you show. this guy came into work tonight with make up all over his face, like he was crying blood slash got cut in his head, and he had painted his shirt so it looked like it was all bloody. and nobody bats an eye! how is that ok?

as far as college town goes, it's always just slut fest (insert current year). the short skirt and low tops are out in droves, like it's their last day on earth to show off some cleavage. go put some pants on girls, it's october 31st, probably too cold for anybody to be wearing what you're wearing.

and i do not understand what our society's obsession is with fear and gore in the movies. there is something to say about being excited, by like a roller coaster or something, but adrenaline from fear is completely different, and to me, it's a terrible feeling. but tons of our scary movies were rented tonight. sucks too, because this last month i have been getting so many people asking me "what's a good scary movie?" since i never watch them, ever, i have nothing to say. i always enjoy when people ask my opinion about films because i work at a movie place, and i pride myself on being able to answer 90% of the movie questions i get asked, but that question is the worst. and i've been getting it all month.

october in general is just a sucky month. it's right in the middle of nothing. right after my birthday and just before the best part of the year. and halloween caps it off. plus midterms. awful.

one good thing happened tonight though. this girl spent a while browsing around the store and then came up and said "what's a good movie?" not the easiest question to answer, since there is literally only one parameter to that question, it has to be good. so i asked her to specify a little bit, and she thought for a second and then said "one that will make me cry." holy cow am i the man for this job. i immediately took her to eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and then just for some extra icing threw in high fidelity. awesome. she was happy to cause she had wanted to see both for awhile. i was able to rent out two of my Top 5 Favorites to this poor girl looking for some non-halloween themed entertainment. plus they are both in our 2 for $1 section, which is totally free until november 17th because family video is celebrating their 30th anniversary. what a deal. another day, another satisfied customer.

i'm just happy halloween has now been over for an hour and a half, and i can start focusing on november. such a great month. i'd like to leave you with this, the funniest halloween-themed video i've ever seen. watch it like three times, and you will probably laugh a lot by the end.



-jon

p.s. shout out to ap for the awesome 'stume idea.

p.p.s. i just realized that my whole outlook is obviously biased since my family never celebrated halloween when i was growing up. so that's really why i don't like it. part product of my environment, part it's a crap holiday.

Monday, October 27, 2008

the united kingdom. part II.

this is about 6 months overdue but here is the story of the last day of my trip to the united kingdom.

we flew into dublin about 5 or 6 in the evening as far as i can remember. looking out the window of the plane i remember thinking the irish weren't exaggerating about their country; it is green. everywhere. the country side was gorgeous. we got into the airport and through customs and tried to grab a bus into the downtown area to find our hostel. i'm sure we looked confused by the bus system and buying tickets because two separate irish guys asked us if they could help. they were both very helpful and super friendly and their accents were really thick. awesome. we took a double decker downtown and obviously we rode on the top, what a thrill.

riding from the airport to the city center (where our hostel was located) was really cool. the neighborhoods we drove through actually didn't feel much different than the states. we passed a gas station, a mall, restaurants. the biggest difference was that a lot of houses had crazy colored doors and all the restaurants were named "o'brien's" or "o'malley's" or "sheehan's" or "mccann's" or "kennedy's" or "quinn's" or some other obviously irish name.

we pulled into the city center and immediately saw this thing not really sure what the story is behind this thing, it's just a big pointy needle right in the middle of downtown. weird. but it's construction is pretty cool, it underwent shot peening so it reflects light in a really cool way; throughout the day it changes color from a dark steel to reflecting the colors of dusk.

the rest of downtown was a lot of hustle and bustle, mainly pedestrians walking around, shopping, errands, doing whatever. there was a lot of brick everywhere, especially on the streets. we walked around just taking everything in, and then eventually found our hostel. we checked in and got to our room, and yikes. it was a huge room with about 18 other people. there were only two extra beds open, on opposite sides of the room, so sean grabbed one and i grabbed the other. mine was one of the bottoms of a set of two bunks, and the other three were occupied by these three guys from northern england. they were rambunctious to say the least. they introduced themselves and right away offered me a beer. i declined, telling them i was waiting until i got dinner. they thought that was weird but were nice enough about it.

sean and i got what we needed out of our bags and headed out into town to do some real exploring. we walked across the river liffey and ended up finding trinity college, which, along with the university of dublin (they're like sister schools i think), make up the oldest university in ireland. the campus was incredibly beautiful. it was sunday night, so we probably saw like five people total on campus. the sun was setting as we walked around, and it really gave the whole place a gorgeous feel. the campus was old. everything felt super old, but not musty or stuffy. it was very old-fashioned; every building looked ancient. and then dusk really set in and this is what we saw.

after walking around the campus for an hour or so, we walked on through the downtown city streets. by chance, we ran into the temple bar area of downtown, the area dublin is famous for. i really don't know why this is though. a guy who studied in spain with us had been to dublin for st. patrick's day, and he said that temple bar was the best and we had to visit it, and that he thought it was really famous because it was the first bar to be called a "bar". like the guy's name who started it was temple bar, like that was his first and last name. unfortunately, none of that is true. it's certainly not the first bar to be called a bar, and the name might've been derived from the temple family, who lived in the area in the 1600s, but certainly not from a guy who's name was temple bar.

the area was really exciting though. even on a sunday night, the streets were completely packed with pedestrians, partyers, street performers, etc. just so much hustle and bustle. here is a picture of the actual "temple bar". it was a really pretty building, actually all the buildings in dublin were pretty. but there was quite an air about this neighborhood; it felt so old but really vibrant. so many different kinds of people were out, mostly just street walkers, but also a fair amount of buskers and other street performers too. the whole neighborhood just felt really energetic. one of the weirdest performers we saw was this guy who was standing on a metal bucket. he was dressed like a crazy person, like a person literally crazy, and he had a chain around his neck attached to like a fake wicket close by. his clothes were all black and he looked really goth-like, and he just stood on his bucket with his head down, not moving or making any noise, but whenever a passer-by would come up to throw some change into his change bucket, he would freak out and growl like an animal like he was some kind of mutant or something. it was weird and gross. we also saw a lot of awesome buskers out playing guitar and stuff. pretty happening place.

so after walking around a bit, sean did want to go inside temple bar and check it out, so we pushed our way inside (it was outrageously packed in there) and found a little nook where we could drink in peace. sean ordered us two beers and we just drank and observed the crowd. we also got our picture taken by a friendly irish guy which was nice.

it was a cool bar, very hip and irish, but i'm not sure why it has such a prestigious reputation.

we finished our beers, pushed our way back out onto the street and decided to continue walking. we walked down the block and took a turn down a little alleyway when we saw a bunch of people standing at the end of it watching something cool. the crowd opened up onto this really big courtyard, and out of one corner we heard this great 40s and 50s music blaring out of a boombox, frank sinatra and the like, and there were about 9 or 10 couples dancing to it! they had lots of spectators and eventually a lot of people joined in. sean and i jumped on a ledge on the sidelines and watched everybody have a good time. here's a glimpse.


we talked and watched the dancing for about half an hour and then decided to keep walking. we ended up finding christ church cathedral. with all the commotion we had seen, evening had managed to settle without our noticing. so when we stumbled upon christ church cathedral, my goodness it was an impressive site.
what a foreboding building. this picture is really a small fraction of what the building actually looked like, we didn't get a good far away picture so it was much bigger than this photo portrays. but we walked around the building, impressed and a little anxious (me anyway), and decided to call it a night. we walked on towards the river liffey, hit the riverfront and walked awhile until we came upon the ha'penny bridge. to be fair, we didn't really know any of these landmarks we were hitting, we just kept walking, always making sure we were heading back towards the spire. but this is the river liffey at night. the river was really pretty, as it is in this picture, but if you looked along the banks, it was actually pretty filthy. lots of trash and oily grime. but otherwise gorgeous.


we finally made it back to our hostel after crossing the river, and hit the hay relatively early, wanting to get up for church the next morning. sleep went well until our english roommates returned from their night out. man were they loud. yet it was interesting that even brits find late-night farting giggle-worthy.

sean and i woke up the next morning, showered, had breakfast provided at the hostel, then headed off into town to see some churches. our first stop was st. patrick's cathedral, one of the two prominent cathedral's in dublin. unfortunately, as it was under construction, the tower was surrounded by scaffolding so we couldn't really get a good picture representative of the true beauty that this place possessed. but it was still a gorgeous church. one sucky thing though, we had to pay to get in and look around. lame, it is a house of God, but no big deal. we got in and the place was like a museum. very suspiciously organized almost more like an actual museum than a church building. clearly loads of tourists frequent this place. on either side of the main sanctuary-like aisle there were exhibits of old relics and things from the church's history, lots of really interesting stuff. and the architecture of the place was astoundingly beautiful. gigantic stained-glass windows, elaborate wall frescoes, even the floor was ornately designed. the whole place was lovely. we wanted to do mass at christ church cathedral however, so we decided to head on over for that. one old irish codger at st. patrick's told us their mass was better, but we went against his advice and picked christ church.

seeing christ church the night before was a little haunting and creepy. seeing it late morning was far better. the church is just beautiful. i don't really have any pictures that do it any kind of justice. go check it out on wikipedia if you want. here's one of sean's though.

so we went in (for free) and sat down for mass. now sean is catholic, so he knew about mass and what you do and all that. i think i'd been to one or two other masses in my life before that, so i was a tiny bit intimidated by the immense amount of liturgy i encountered. but it was all so cool. it was sean's first mass in english in like 5 months too so that was cool. and the choir, whoo boy the choir was incredible. it was like 14 men and women who filled the cathedral with their voices so pitch-perfect and beautiful that i thought they were going to leave by flying back to heaven on their angel wings. turned out they just walked out like the the rest of us. the other great thing about the service was communion. obviously, growing up in church i've taken communion countless times, but this was way different. i probably shouldn't have taken communion not being catholic and all, but the priest said it was open which i take to mean any believer can take part, so i went for it. instead of passing a plate around like every evangelical church i'd ever been to, we all went up to the front. how it worked was there was a row where a certain number of people could kneel on this cushion type thing and put their hands out and the priest came along and put a wafer into their hand and they'd eat it. with the wine, a priest came along with a goblet of wine which he would hand to us and we'd take a sip and then he'd wipe it off with a towel and hand it to the next person. it was a very visceral experience; i'd never walked up and knelt to receive the communion from a man of the cloth. it was like i was actually kneeling before God or something, a very emotional and real thing. so cool.

after the service ended, we headed downstairs for some refreshments. the basement was a crypt-like place slash museum. they had some crazy old artifacts and the whole place just looked like a medieval prison. they even had gallows. so we walked around a bit until they started handing out refreshments and then we got a few cookies and some irish tea while we talked to an irishman about our trip and the rest of our day. we asked him a few questions about where to go and he recommended heading to howth, a little town outside of dublin on the coast. we thanked him and headed off to our next destination.

our next destination was the guinness storehouse. there was a second where we laughed at us drinking communion wine and then immediately going off to have a pint at the storehouse. this place was awesome but also a little disappointing. i was hoping we would see the real brewing of guinness beer, but instead the place was set up like a science center, you walk through this marked off paths and they had exhibits of old guinness family artifacts and signs, videos, and pictures that show how guinness beer is brewed, but we didn't see any real brewing going on. still though, the place was super sweet and i'd totally recommend going. one sweet artifact was the original lease that alec guinness signed for the property that the guinness storehouse is located on nowadays. the incredible thing is that the lease is for nine thousand years. yes. NINE THOUSAND YEARS. he really wanted to make sure he'd have that place locked down. the other awesome thing about the storehouse is that with your entry ticket you get a free pint of guinness beer up in this super sweet bar area called the gravity bar. this little bar area is just a circular room with windows on all sides, overlooking the city. gorgeous views and you get to enjoy a guinness. this was my first taste of this beer, and it was pretty sweet. i had always heard it was super heavy and really bad but as far as beer goes, it was strong but not horrible. i thought it was gonna have like a milkshake consistency and it wasn't nearly anything like that. it just had a really strong beer flavor, just a bigger kick in the mouth than a normal beer. but still good. look at how sweet our pints look too.

so sean and i downed our pints while we looked out over the city and then decided to head back down.

back out on the street we walked through the city back to our hostel, packed up our stuff, and signed out. luckily we were able to keep our packs in the lockers of the hostel so we didn't have to drag them around the countryside. we stopped by tesco's first to grab some lunch, i think i ended up with some cookies and chocolate milk, and then we headed off to the train station to grab a ride out to the coast.

the train ride out to howth was about half an hour or so. and gorgeous. as we sat and talked and watched the scenery go by, we saw small cathedral-looking churches, soccer fields, parks, i even saw a golf course. the suburbs were really pretty. and then as we got out into countryside, all we could see was green. after ten or fifteen minutes we finally spotted a beach-like area, and the ocean wasn't far off. we pulled into the train station at this little fishing town called howth and immediately started exploring.

talk about picturesque. this town was straight out of a thomas kincade painting. there was a port area with a bunch of fishing boats, like old-time type fishing boats. the port looked like it was the setting of a thousand piece puzzle. check it. there was a farmer's market type deal going on in the plaza/park area right next to the dock, people out walking dogs, one or two mildly posh restaurants and then a few smaller, cheaper looking pubs lining the road, just a very small-town feel all over. the beach was less sand and more rocks, and inland the landscape was at a much higher altitude than the coast was. we were sort of on a corner of the coast, at least the summit area we climbed around on wasn't just a straight coast line, it was really jagged and we hiked around on a corner-like part of the coast. jutting out from the coast was this really long concrete pier, and straight out from the pier off the coast was this really big green island with a little island right behind it. it was, without a doubt, the most beautiful coast i've ever seen.


since sean and i had no itinerary, we just decided to hike up the coast and see what we could find, so we started up the coast hill. it was really pretty; lots of houses we passed had really vibrant colored doors that are characteristic of ireland, and the landscape was just gorgeous. dark green, with patches of yellow from these flowering bushes. it was so pretty. the higher we got, the more the scenery blew us away.

it was so good to see green again, to get real fresh air from the country. that's one thing i didn't get a lot of in spain, lots of nature time. so much time was spent in the city that the few times we took trips out felt so good, and this was the best sojourn away from society that i went on the whole five months. the air was so cool, fresh, pristine. just crisp. the sound of waves on jagged rocks. seagulls talking. passing the occasional irish couple out walking and saying hi. it all just felt so good. i wouldn't say sean and i felt at home, but i felt more comfortable there than i had for a really long time. it felt so good to be there.

once we had gotten to the top of the hillside more or less, sean and i both just wanted to enjoy our few hours there. we walked slowly around the hillside, saying hi to passersby, climbing around in an old abandoned stone house, splitting up and enjoying the environment by ourselves, throwing rocks off into the ocean, finding a lighthouse, getting lost, finding our way back to the coastal part of town. it was so great to walk around and take everything in, hillside, the sea, the sunset, the people, the architecture. it was all so pleasant. and the whole time we walked sean had his little pack on and i was carrying our tesco bag. for some reason that will be a special memory in my head for a long time.

after the sun had set, we had gotten lost and subsequently found our way back into town, we stopped at a little seafood restaurant on the coast. it was a long john silver's type place, except everything was fresh. so fresh in fact, that they were out of most of their combo deals because their daily supply had run out. we got some genuine seaside fish and chips and ate them in the park area where the farmer's market was earlier in the day. it was awesome just hanging out with my friend, listening to the surf, watching people pass, eating our seafood. it was dark by this time so after we finished up our food we had about an hour left before the train headed back into dublin, so we stopped at the bar underneath the train station, the bloody stream, and ordered two straight jameson's on ice. jameson is a famous whiskey made in ireland and we thought it would cap our ireland experience. here are our two drinks.

man were they bad. whiskey on ice is a pretty rough drink. but it was a lot of fun to sit there in a pub, football on tv, irish people all around, drinking our whiskey.

our hour was up so we headed upstairs to wait for the dart to pull into the station. by this time it's about 11 pm and we are both exhausted, so we rested on the ride back to dublin and then headed back to our hostel to figure out how to get back to the airport for our early morning flight. there was a computer in the hostel lobby so we were able to kill a few hours there on the internet, writing emails to loved ones, checking the news, etc. we tried to decide whether it would be worth it to take a taxi back to the airport, cause the bus ride from the airport to downtown took about twenty or thirty minutes, and a taxi ride that long would cost us each around ten or fifteen euros. we toyed around with walking a ways and then just grabbing a taxi when we got tired. so we google mapped our route back to the airport, memorized the few turns we would have to take, grabbed our packs and headed off into the night. this was around 2 am.


and we walked. and walked. and kept walking. we saw so much city, and every time a car passed us, it was a taxi, and we always said to each other, "nah. let's keep walking." the city was really quiet, aside from the occasional taxi that passed us every ten minutes or so, you couldn't really hear a sound. and it was a night, so it was a little chilly, a little creepy, but good to walk and just digest the weekend with sean and sometimes we would just walk in silence and reflect on all the stuff we saw internally. it was a healthy walk. and it took us almost two and a half hours, but we made it all the way to the dublin international airport. that last half an hour was one of the hardest walking experiences of my life; i could barely lift my feet to keep going. i still can't believe we walked that entire way. here's our google map route. according to the map, we walked 7.0 miles. crazy. reaching the airport was such a relief.

we caught our plane back to santander, our bus back to oviedo, and that was our weekend to the united kingdom. without a doubt, it was the best weekend i spent on my whole trip. no serious mishaps, we saw loads of incredible things, saw some old friends and made some new ones, and got out of our day-to-day existence in oviedo. such a memorable trip for me. london was a place i've dreamed of for years, and it was just as i had expected it. and ireland held so much beauty that i hadn't really expected. i couldn't have asked for a more fulfilling weekend.

-jon

Friday, October 10, 2008

update.

it has been nearly a month since i last posted anything. a lot of that has been lack of motivation slash anything worth writing about, BUT this last week has given me some awesome pieces of news to pass along.

about four and a half hours ago i finished my 4th test of the week. my last class ended at 3:15, and now i'm in my room, chomping on some old dutch fat free pretzel sticks and downing some hy-vee orange soda. as soon as i finish this quick blog i'll probably start playing guitar. my roommates are nowhere to be found so i'll probably move my amp and guitar upstairs and plug my ipod into our receiver and really crank up the volume. fridays are such good days.

today is also the start of homecoming, and the end of the most stressful week ever. four tests and an assignment in the fifth class. all done now. and this weekend is full of firsts for me. since i wasn't a partyer at all when i went to iowa, i never partook in the homecoming festivities there, and i think last fall i was out of town so i didn't celebrate uni's homecoming last year, so this weekend is my first ever. activites include:

tonight - pep rally at 8 pm, hanging out on the hill until a quarter till 12, then campaniling at midnight. campaniling is a old tradition on lots of college campuses where lots of people meet at the bell tower at midnight and kiss when it rings. so tons of drunk kids kissing at the campanile? how could you go wrong.

tomorrow - TAILGAITING. i've never had a real tailgating experience, because this year i've worked during the day every home game we've had, so it just has never happened. tomorrow though we're doing it right. my roommates and i are dropping our cars off in the dome parking lot tonight to secure a zone, a sector that's specifically for us, and then tomorrow around noon we're gonna go hang out all afternoon, grilling/drinking/playing music/throwing frisbees. what a relaxing time. i'm also really hoping it's a cold day because i really want to wear my t-hoodie. we'll see about the weather.

so that's my fun weekend. a perfect end to this stressload week.

also, much much more importantly, i became engaged to be married last friday night. in one week's time (the few unstressful times of this week), we've set a date, booked the church and the pastor, and are inches away from booking the reception hall, which means all the other planning can be set aside for a few weeks/months so we can just take a nice long breather and enjoy being engaged. such an exciting, surreal experience. i can start talking out loud about getting married to colleen because it's actually going to happen and it's not inappropriate anymore! so just so everybody who reads this is aware, and something i've wanted to say for a long time:

I GET TO START PLANNING MY HONEYMOON.

holy moly what a great time to be alive.

all this to say hopefully i will start posting more often. i'd love to make it once a week but no promises. i'm off to play guitar.

-jon

Friday, September 12, 2008

love in this club.

i think i find anthropomorphic animals absolutely hilarious, because this really makes me laugh.



copped from jm's blog.

-jon

Thursday, September 11, 2008

have a talk with God.

i wish mainstream christian music sounded like this. i would listen more.



-jon

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

fallout boy.

today i made my usual trip to uni's library to pick up a few cds i had on hold for me, and something came to my attention walking into the building. i'd seen this sign before, but i guess today was the first time it made me double take. as you walk into the rod library building, in the area between the two sets of front doors, there is a bright yellow sign on the wall, a little higher than eye-level, about the size of a speed limit sign. this is what i saw:

weird huh? i don't know why i'd never taken note of it before. so anyway, i go up to the circulation desk to pick my cds up, and in passing i ask the librarian what that sign is about, if the library could serve as a real fallout shelter in the case of some kind of weird nuclear emergency. she responded in sort of a surprised way, like she had never really noticed the sign before either. she wasn't sure what exactly it meant. i said, "it's not really a big deal, i was just curious." she proceeds to let another librarian check my cds out while she goes to do some detective work. apparently she went to the dean's office, which is located in the library directly adjacent to the circulation desk. in the meantime i'm waiting for this second librarian to finish my check out. the first librarian comes back out and says "well the dean isn't in his office, but let's go ask at the reference desk." i assure her it's not at all important and i just asked on a whim, and she says something to the effect of "that's what the reference librarians get paid the big bucks for" and leads me toward the reference desk.

at this point i have no real choice except to follow her, or i guess i could've just walked away and acted like a huge a-wipe. but i didn't want to do that because these librarians know me by now, having gone into the library every two or three days this summer to get cds. so i follow this lady to the reference desk, where we find an averaged age college kid sitting and doing something on a computer and also a old lady with white hair. probably in her 60s. the circulation librarian asked the reference librarian if the library was an actual fallout shelter, and she replied she didn't know. at this point, i stressed again that it wasn't any big deal and i was just curious, but she said she'd go ask the library director.

are you kidding me? i tried to stop her but it was no use. she came back with a middle aged guy, a little nerdy looking but nice enough. like the others, he told me the library basement was definitely used as a shelter for severe weather, tornadoes and the like, but he wasn't sure if it was actually a legitimate fallout shelter if some kind of a nuclear accident were to occur. he also told me that if i was really interested (even after me telling him and the other two women that i didn't care all that much), i could google "fallout shelters in eastern iowa" or "shelters for severe weather around eastern iowa", or i could probably find something on wikipedia or somewhere else on the web. i said thank you and finally excused myself to leave.

luckily i wasn't stopped by any other librarians trying to help me on the way out. the worst part of the whole deal was that at one point, i tried to give a look to the college kid behind the desk, like an eyebrow raise that meant "man these people really are going overboard with this aren't they?" and i didn't really get anything back in return. so i asked a simple question with a yes/no/i'm not sure answer and i end up looking a fool in front of three librarians and a kid my age. embarrassing. i bet working at the library is super boring if all the librarians get in a big kerfuffle over a silly question like mine.

-jon

Saturday, July 19, 2008

debussy.

the next piece i'm learning to play on the piano:



you might recognize this better:



from the final fountain scene in ocean's 11. gorgeous.

-jon

Saturday, July 12, 2008

some pre-dark knight thoughts.

we are just days away from the release of the dark knight, the second installment in director chris nolan's batman franchise. there have been very few times where i've been this excited for some new kind of media coming out in the last few years: seeing the extended edition of return of the king for the first time and reading the last harry potter book are the two i remember right off the top of my head. seeing this movie is more than just being excited to see a cool new film coming out, like i'm excited to see prince caspian or iron man when i get to it.

the dark knight is different because it has a special element that is so rare to find nowadays. it tells an incredible story. stories run our lives; underneath everything important, everything that matters in life, there's some kind of story. stories take us somewhere else, somewhere different and new. a good story has the ability to transport me to a completely different mindset, it can take me out of myself completely and make me feel the most foreign things. i'm not a huge fan of knights, wizards, magic, that whole fantasy genre, but when i first read the lord of the rings when i was younger, it spoke to me on a completely different level than any book i'd ever read before. it sucked me into this universe and told me an incredibly dense and vivid story that swept me up.

the best stories sweep you up. even now, reading lord of the rings wraps me into the story so much that i forget that i'm reading a fantasy story. i thinkvreal stories, stories that ring true even if they're fiction, do so because they present us with ideas and concepts that are so foreign to us in our culture. i feel like bravery is hard to find nowadays. not just hard to find in our culture but hard to find in myself. reading good stories makes me believe in those things like bravery. like courage and love and hope and redemption.

other than the fact that i know the dark knight is going to be an all around great movie, another reason i'm so excited about it is that there have been two instances i can think of where i've been conscious that i was about to take part in an incredible story experience. i wasn't aware of what i was reading when i started lord of the rings, and only after having reread it bunches of times have i realized how wonderful those books are and what a great story the whole thing is. going into it i didn't know though. the last harry potter was the first time when i really realized that it was such an incredible story and i was about to immerse myself in the final chapter of the whole tale. that i was about to read the conclusion to one of the best epic stories i'd ever read for the very first time. it's like there have really only been like less than ten albums where i knew going into it that it was potentially life changing music that i was about to listen to for the first time. it's an exciting thing for me to realize what i'm going into, how important what i'm going into really is to me, and to go into it and just experience it and enjoy it. the dark knight is really the second time that's ever happened in my life.

and it's about a superhero. childish but heroes are so important today. there is so much more i want to write about this movie but for now this is it. it's already in my Top 5 Movies list and i've only yet seen the trailer.

-jon

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

lay it down.

it's been about a month since al green released his latest album, lay it down. and i still haven't had the best opportunity to really digest the music; that's one of the very few things i miss about being in spain. but i've listened to it a substantial amount, and it is good. and not just good by today's standards; put alongside most of today's r&b and soul music, it stands head and shoulders above the rest. i mean good in terms of 70s soul. this album belongs with let's stay together and call me and his other classic 70s records.

there isn't any fluff on this album. each track is just rich with soul. real, vintage, timeless soul. the whole thing just seems really organic; the way al green sings is so informal and you can hear his adlibs, a few mistakes, and laughter from the recording sessions. it's so great. it's organic and at the same time the musicianship is just smooth. smooth and exact, and it's so good. the musicians on this record are some of the best session musicians around today, and it shows here. tunes like stay with me (by the sea) and just for me both boast incredibly intricate arrangements, but they're pulled off so well.

listening to this album makes me proud. al green has been around for decades now and is basically a music legend, but in the last twenty years he hasn't released anything that rivaled his 70s work. the two main people aside from al green responsible for this album are ?uestlove and james poyser, two guys who have been around in music for about fifteen years but have made a name for themselves in the industry. all too often, when artists get older (past like age 50 or so) and start releasing albums into the double digits (i.e. their 17th, 18th studio album, etc.), usually the albums suck. there should be a weird genre strictly for these kinds of albums, because they all seem to sound alike. al green's i can't stop, eric clapton's back home, b.b. king's 80, stevie wonder's a time to love, ray charles's genius loves company, etc. it's such an interesting thing but they all seem like cookie cutter albums, all straight from the same formula book. there's always a few ballads, a few sad love songs, maybe one or two jaunty 12-bar blues numbers. but listening to this al green record has impressed me so much because it's the polar opposite of formulaic pap. there is real soul here. it has the lush sounds of his older, better records, but it just seems a bit shinier, a bit more polished because of better recording techniques than were available in the 70s, and the polish only adds to the richness of this record. it makes me proud to hear an album that my parents, or people who were lucid and impressionable in the 70s, can listen to and say it's as good as the old soul records they listened to when they were younger. proud because it's executive produced by one of my favorite producers, a guy known in the hip-hop world as a prolific musician. this album gives ?uestlove so much musician's cred among adults, it's great.

pick it up if you haven't yet. it's the perfect windows-down album.

-jon

Friday, June 13, 2008

itunes music store.

i love macs. i love every mac product i've used since about 2004. their older computers kind of sucked but only because the operating systems weren't up to snuff. or they were up to snuff but the pc operating system was ubiquitous, you couldn't get away from it and the mac's just couldn't compete. but since the release of the mac os x, literally every single mac product or accessory i've used has been satisfactory. except for one. the itunes music store.

i like the way the store is set up; it's extensive, it's broad, it's got so many different cool features that can appeal to whoever, and obviously it's loaded with tons and tons of music. they've got Top lists, artist/genre/time period essentials lists, celebrity/artist playlists, The World Of... is an extremely cool feature that really breaks down some of music's greatest artists and analyzes their sound (this is one of my favorites and this is one of my favorites. even if you aren't gonna buy, these are both very cool to look at.) podcasts are a way cool free mode of communication and information. heck, you can rent movies on there for crying out loud. the store has got something for everybody.

the thing i hate about it is their system for purchasing music. it's a dollar a song, or usually ten bucks an album, which is a pretty good deal, but after that it all goes downhill. first of all, what you're actually buying are a bunch of a files. and locked files at that. they are m4p format, which itunes uses for protection purposes. basically it means you're restricted from manipulating the file as much as you might want, or from sharing it as much as you might like. if you buy an album on itunes and a buddy wants it, you can share the files with your friend, but when they try to access them on itunes, it will ask for your authorization, and you need to enter your own itunes store account password in order for your friend to use the files on their computer. once you've entered your password in, you've "authorized" your friend's computer to play all of the restricted itunes files you've purchased from the itunes store. the problem is that itunes has a 5 computer limit, which means you can give your password to five buddies, and when friend #6 comes along and really wants to get the new lil wayne album* that you bought from itunes, and you've already authorized your 5 computers, friend #6 is out of luck. he'll have to find the lil wayne album somewhere else.

another thing is that the file quality is not very good. i'll admit, i know very little about this subject, about sound quality and headphones and speakers and bass vs. treble and things like that. thanks to the advent of the ipod and of the inescapable nature of laptops, speaker quality and the desire for speaker quality has decreased by magnitudes. when john mayer was mixing his second album heavier things, a lot of it was mixed on a laptop because he knew that would be one of the main ways that people would play it. if you think about it, do you ever listen to music other than on an ipod or on your laptop? the other most common mode of playing music would probably be off cds in a car, but other than that, it's mainly ipods or laptops. this is all just to say that sound quality, and more importantly the desire for sound quality, has decreased in a huge way the last decade or so. i doubt all those hannah montana fans are concerned with the bit rate of the music they're listening to on their ipods. which is probably why itunes can get away with bad file quality; no one really cares. the bit rate, or the bits of information that are processed per unit of time, is too small. the normal sound file bought off itunes has a bit rate of 128 kbits/second, while a cd has a bit rate greater than 256 kbits/second. to be fair, for the last year itunes has offered a new service called itunes plus, which offers sound files which are unprotected and play at a higher bit rate, closer to that of a cd. and a few months ago, they changed the service from costing more to just being mandatory for some albums and lowering the price back to the normal 10 dollars/album; so instead of being able to buy the cheaper, lower-quality version of an album, the only version available is the itunes plus version for the same cheap price. so that's definitely to their credit.

this is a smaller issue, really nitpicky, but i'm an itunes elitist, and when i see someone's itunes library that has loads of single songs or half-albums, it annoys me to no end. and a lot of the shoddy itunes music libraries in our country are due to the nature of the itunes music store. they offer the majority of their albums track by track as well as in bulk. like i said before, you can purchase the whole album for usually 10 dollars or you can pick out individual tracks for 99 cents each. this has led to a breakdown in the whole concept of "the album". for the last 50 years almost, albums were sold as units. an album was its own individual, self-contained work of art. there was no pick and choose of tracks by listeners; you couldn't burn a cd for your mom of the "best" tunes of your choosing in two and half minutes. a record was a record, not a "choose your own adventure book**". and nowadays no one cares. you can buy rihanna's 5 hot singles off her album and skip the rest of it. it takes away power from the artist and it makes itunes music libraries look like crap. it's a lose-lose situation.

related to that, you don't always get album artwork with the purchase of an album from the itunes store. it's really hit and miss; on the Top 20 albums on the itunes front page, 11 of them come with album artwork, 9 don't. i'd wager about half of the albums on itunes come with artwork and the other half don't. what a lame deal. with a cd you get the jacket too; all the artwork, in many cases you get lyrics, all the personnel information, and artist thank yous. it sucks getting an album off itunes without all that stuff. and even if you do buy an album that happens to come with album artwork, it's in the form of a "digital booklet", which just a big pdf file that you can only look at on your computer. weak sauce.

and after all this, to add insult to injury (in a metaphorical sense), itunes offers "album only" or "preorder only" bonus tracks, not readily available to the poor shmucks like me who don't buy from the online store. sweet ones too, like acoustic takes on certain tunes or remixes or just altogether new songs. if you preorder coldplay's new album you'll get two acoustic tracks along with all the others when it's released, and when john mayer released continuum two years ago, there was a totally new track called can't take that plane, only available with the preorder. to be fair, that track kind of sucked, but it's the principle of the thing. it's just unfair. i don't use limewire so i can't get single tunes that way, so for the few of us*** who actually buy real cds anymore (or download illegally), we get gypped out of extra tunes. i don't like it.

there you go. mac is golden; it seems they can do no wrong except for the itunes store. i think their next project should be either fixing the store or making a tv monitor. like a real apple brand tv monitor to go along with the apple tv system. how money would that be?

-jon

* don't buy this album. it won't be good and he annoys me.

** jm quote.

*** i don't actually include myself in that group because in the last year or so i've only bought like two cds, and both of those were in the last month.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

pre-viva album post.

first, it helps to go here, and double click the 30-second playable clip of this song.
incredible that in 30 seconds, you can hear themes of life and death, glory and triumph and defeat and past heroes. add to that the grandiose nature of the music. a thumping beat with monumental orchestrated strings in the background, and then church bells? how majestic.

we're finally one week away from a new coldplay album. not having heard new coldplay in three years, it will be comforting to put on headphones and take in a whole album. there is something so interesting about coldplay that i've never been able to pin down. they've seemed to nail the thing, the idea for me where the lyrics that are being sung or the music that is being played is just too good, it's so grand and it's almost too big for anyone to handle. coldplay's ideas are just so big. i guess i'm talking about ideas mainly in a musical sense, and when their music soars, as it does on every album they've released yet, their lyrics are amplified so much. i can't wait to see what happens on this new album. i love how their sound has changed a lot but kept the same feeling of grand. even on parachutes, which had loads of pretty simple acoustic-based tunes, the music just felt big. coldplay's nailed this kind of anthemic music better than anyone in our generation and just from that 30-second clip of viva la vida, it's exciting to know they're still doing it.

violet hill was the first song i'd heard off this new album (i'm unsure whether it's called just viva la vida or viva la vida or death and all his friends. i'm gonna stick with the former for now) and it had a familiar feel to it. a bit of crunch, similar to X&Y, and a killer hook, reminiscent of just coldplay in general. they are the master of good hooks. when the band goes from the verse to the chorus in the tune warning sign and chris sings "and the truth is...i miss you", it's a perfect moment in modern pop music. such a good hook. and then the piano outro in violet hill just kills me. leave it to coldplay to leave the best part of the song, a beautiful piano part, for the last 40 seconds of a song. what a tease they are.

there really can't be any way coldplay could go wrong with this new album. they have a pretty big fan base, basically including every person on earth, and as much as the average american music listener is a cynical s.o.b., no one can win him over as well as coldplay can. their anthemic (soft) rock has been luring in fans for years and this album will surely be no different story. awesome music by an awesome band makes for awesome record sales. simple enough.

-jon

Monday, June 9, 2008

finally. something new.

ok. i had a blog started about being back in the states, leaving spain, starting my summer, all this thoughtful stuff. then i got bored of it. here's what i decided to write instead.

i sincerely hope to keep my blog up. it's a nice outlet, even though i have no idea how many people read it. but lately it's been hard, not enough time to just sit around and write. but i'm sitting in joel's room right now, waiting until the movie he and ryan are watching gets over so we can pop in either strange wilderness or batman (the michael keaton one) so i had some free time now. tomorrow N*E*R*D's new album comes out, seeing sounds, which hopefully will result in a new blog. a week later coldplay's new album comes out, which i am insanely excited for, which will almost certainly result in a new blog. in three days i'll be able to throw down a new itunes update, which i didn't think i was gonna do after my last one sucked but with the new al green album that came out a few weeks ago and the fact that i'm in a full blown kanye west phase, i'm really excited to see how my play counts have mixed up.

this just in. i just finished listening to the 30 second clips of seeing sounds, and i am out of my mind excited about it. i would buy it on itunes but i am kind of against buying music off itunes, as onboard as i am with everything mac (that could make for a dece blog.) i will probably just sleep and go grab it in the morning at best buy.

so here are the few thoughts i had in my failed return-to-iowa blog. i like iowa. i like farmlands. i like my girlfriend. and my friends. i was right about my trip to spain. it felt good to be there, and even better to come home. this is my real home. being with colleen is home. i learned tons, and it's so good to be back here. and i really encourage you to go out and buy N*E*R*D's album tomorrow. it's gonna be bomb.

-jon

Friday, May 30, 2008

dave.

my itunes library has grown by leaps and bounds in the last three days. i added 33 albums since yesterday. seven of those were cds i'd had in my collection for a long time, and all the rest were from four different area libraries around my house. awesome.

i want to talk about those seven albums from my collection. they were all the dave matthews related albums i've bought or burned over the years. i don't know why it's taken me so long to add them to my library; i've had them all since at least the release of some devil, cause that was one of the ones i had purchased. ever since i stopped listening to some devil, my whole dmb phase just kind of ended. and i mean really ended; that album came out in 2003 and once i was done absorbing it, maybe six months later or so, i didn't listen to them at all until now. i'm not sure why, i think i just kind of became jaded with the whole "dave" phenomenon.

the dave matthews band was one of the very first secular bands of real musicians making quality music that i was really into. and for like two years i was really into them; i listened to them more than anybody. on a few of the road trips in spain we took, we listened to dmb and i still knew almost all the lyrics from those albums, even after nearly 6 years. i had learned guitar parts, lyrics, really dissected these albums. and it was in '02 that i discovered john mayer and really started going down a whole different musical road.

i'm not sure why i went on a 6 year hiatus from dmb. i think a huge part of it was the other stuff i was getting into. i really dug myself into john mayer's music, and from there went to eric clapton and even more so to stevie ray vaughan, and stevie ray took me to jimi hendrix. i discovered blues, real electric blues, and had no desire to go backwards to pretty basic acoustic guitar music (not just dave either, stuff like early early john mayer and josh kelley and jason mraz).

another reason too is i started to realize who constituted the majority of dmb's fanbase. and i didn't like them. the college freshman. the guy who enjoyed playing acoustic guitar more than electric. guys who's first song they learned on the guitar was "crash into me". this is a really shallow reason not to like a band, i understand. but i couldn't really help it, especially the more i listened to other music and the more people i met that were hardcore dave fans.

and i guess this last semester, the few times i heard dmb, my ears finally went beyond their prejudices and listened to the music again. now i hate it when people, when talking about music, about an artist or whatever, says "i gotta give it to them, they're actually really good." it's such an arrogant thing to say. it means even though they tried as hard as they could to dislike them, in spite of their desire to dislike them, the artist or album or whatever in question was too good. it just seems like a dumb thing to me to say. now, with that said, i gotta give it to dave and his boys. as much as i want to dislike them, based mainly on their fanbase, their earlyish music is really really good.

i haven't started listening to any of their albums yet, but they are now on my itunes and waiting to be played. i probs won't get to them for awhile seeing that i also just added 26 other albums. we'll see. and if anybody has the newest dave with tim reynolds album, live at radio city, please let me know, i would love to get my hands on it.

-jon

Friday, May 23, 2008

last.

here i am. the last blog from spain. to quote almost the most cliche saying ever, "what a crazy ride it's been." it really has though. i have such a weird feeling right now. it's a little bit of sadness but almost a little bit of nervousness? i'm not really sure what it is. it's 4 am and my bus leaves at 6. i have to pack my carry on yet; it'll mainly be throwing things in my backpack. i also need to shower since i spent the night out with all the other americans. i'm not insanely sad. i didn't start to cry when i had to say goodbye to luna and paula, much less all to the other americans. i sort of want to though. i think it would feel good to get it out of my system. i remember the last days before january 5th, when my flight brought me here. they were pretty bad. there's always so much tension before a big life moment, like leaving for a new country for so many months. colleen and i tried so hard to just enjoy what little time we had left together but it's so hard when such a huge thing is looming right in front of you. and right now it should be the opposite right? i should be just ecstatic about returning. and without a doubt, i am beyond excited. but there's an extra layer which i wasn't expecting.

i feel this whole trip has been spent with my eyes constantly checking my watch. i've been wanting this day, this hour to come for so long. i've wanted to return to normalcy, to dollars and cents, to fountain pop and my girlfriend and my job and my guitars and everything that's home to me. i never ever expected that my brain or my heart would make this place their home. and they kind of have. i walked my route from campus to my apartment today for the last time and it was so weird thinking i'd never make that walk again. this country, this city, has embedded itself more deeply in my consciousness than i was expecting, and it's just crazy to think of leaving it. while i spent so much time looking ahead, looking forward to these last few hours of packing and getting ready, my heart was convincing itself that it had to get used to this sort of living cause it was all i was gonna know for so long. and it worked. i managed to get used to this place, these streets, these shops and the food and all of it. so much so that leaving it feels foreign. five months ends up being enough time for you to forget just enough of your home that returning to it seems foreign. that's a hard thing to reconcile yourself to.

i've kind of been stuck on this decently depressing thought that i've been to places and seen things that i know i will never be at or see again in my lifetime. tonight i've kind of been stuck on a counterpart to that thought. i've met people here that i will never see again. such a weird and sad thing to know that people exist who fit you so well, that you get along with and everything just clicks. you enjoy their company and enjoy learning new things from them and sharing your passions with. yet to know that there are so many people like that who you might never meet, or people you've discovered, and for such a short time enjoyed their presence, their friendship, and realize you are about to lose it. it makes me sad. it's not like i met my best friends here or anything but i met people who i enjoyed, people i found funny, people who taught me things. five months is plenty of time to forge new relationships and it happened. that just added to the new kind of normalcy i found here in spain. my heart made these streets my home, these classrooms and this bed and all of it, my new home. and even so much more so because i found new friends. new people to grow close to and care for. and it added to my new sense of home here.

and now i'm leaving. it's now 4:29 in the morning and my bus leaves in just over an hour and a half. the plane will be such a relief from all this. this is just the hard part again before leaving; it's just harder cause i was naive enough to think it wouldn't hit me like this. i'll be sleeping soon enough, which will be a blessing. i feel a solid seven hours of sleep on a plane will do this heartache some good.

thanks spain. you've been good to me. i hope we see each other again soon.

-jon

edited at 10:53 am:
what a bunch of malarkey i just wrote. i'm sitting in the madrid airport; i am PSYCHED. i cannot wait to get on my next plane and sleeeeeep. and after that i'll be home. real home, not fake/expensive/no girlfriend/no guitars/no mt. dew home. i'm excited. the sadness has passed and now it's just excitement (for some reason that does not sound like a word to me right now) and tiredness. 8 more hours. holler.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

1 day more.

in just under 36 hours i get on a plane headed for madrid. 4 hours after that i get on a plane to chicago. so exciting.

the last few days have been good. finishing up school work, going to my last two real classes today, getting all my grades back. am i going to the be the guy who puts his grade on the world wide web for everyone to see?

yes. i ended up with "sobresaliente" in all my classes. which means straight A's. holler. it's not much of an accomplishment to be honest. i mean i went to almost all my classes almost every day, with an occasional skip, i always did homework when i got it, but really, as i've said before, the classes here were really easy. not all that difficult to get A's. so this semester has been mainly improving my spanish and my GPA. all good things.

tomorrow will be a day full of packing. we're still supposed to have class until the end of the week, but the one class i have left, like three of us showed up on tuesday so our professor told us he'd take whoever showed up on thursday out for a drink. which will be fun, this guy is a way cool guy. extremely intelligent linguist. there were lots of times in his translation class where he would go off an a tangent and tell us where words came from, he knows tons about old english, i mean like olde english, and he speaks english perfectly well. sounds like he's from england. so that should be a good time. i also want to run a few errands; i still have one or two more things to pick up before i head out of town. oh yeah duh. the most important thing happening tomorrow. me and my ping pong buddies are tagging the tables. the ping pong tables out in the park are already covered in graffiti, so we thought we'd leave our own mark on this country before heading back. so that should be happening too. but that'll be about it.

here's my main dilemma now. my first plane leaves at 7:30 am friday morning. the bus to the airport leaves at 6 am. if i were to sleep thursday night, i would have to be up and showered and totally packed by 5:30 am. sounds pretty sucky. my other alternative is to stay out all night on thursday until 5 am or so, shower, get my stuff ready by 5:30 am, catch my bus, catch my plane, sleep for an hour until i get into madrid, stay awake for 4 more hours until my plane to chicago takes off and then i think my body would be tired enough that i would just konk out for 7 hours and wake up in the states. how ideal would that be? perfect i think. but the staying out all thursday night sounds awful. for one thing, i'm definitely not going to drink anything, a trans-atlantic flight hungover/buzzed/whatever sounds like the worst thing in history. my arrival to the united states is too important to me to drink at all. another con is that while i will not be drinking, almost everybody else will, because it's most people's last night where they can sleep in. friday night is most everybody else's last night but they all have early flights. so if i stay up and out on thursday, i will be sober, tired, and surrounded by drunk friends. sounds awful. or i could try to stay up all night, just in my room. BORING. so i'm torn. i think i'll just feel it out tomorrow night and see what happens. no matter what, i'll be on a plane in approx. 36 hours heading home. what a great thought.

today, i made possibly the best purchase i've made yet this whole semester. CHECK IT.




















HAWT. oh yes, you're seeing correctly. they end above the knee. so great. throw on a white polo with the collar popped, some preworn thong sandals, and a few squirts of abercrombie fierce, and i'd get a free cup at any frat party in america.

that's about all. after a quick proofread, i've managed to mention my straight A's AND include a picture of my butt. well done douchebag.

-jon